Date Postmortem

Last night I went out on a date…

WooHoo

It was the first date I had been on since having been dumped. You know who you are… (I love ya!)

Anyway…

I have always been proud of the fact that I really don’t have a “type” of woman that I find attractive. However there are several women I think are beautiful and I think if stitched together they could approach my ideal physical woman.

 

Those women are (in no particular order):

Famke Janssen

Monica Bellucci

Hilary Swank

Salma Hayek

Michelle Yeoh

 

Now…I may not have a “Type” But there are some overwhelming traits I find important.  But if I were to distill all of the traits into a single word, that word would be…Elegant.

What that means to me is that a woman would dress appropriately for the occasion; speak at a level appropriate to the audience, walk and moves in a fashion that exudes strength, femininity and some culture. That isn’t too much to ask is it ??

 

So back to my date…

The initial meeting and interview occurred online. You know one of those grocery store type of dating sites where you get to scroll through thousands of profiles. All the while realizing that “Average” body type is very subjective, and words like “Honest” should have asterisks beside them with exclusions and caveats…

 

My first impression (on-line) was that she was pretty…

Thick dark Hair, good complexion, average body, full lips…etc…

After reading her profile I introduced myself and we began an online conversation.

She disclosed that she was Irish, and had a conventional Irish catholic upbringing…

·      Irish-Catholic schools… nuns whom beat the piss outa you.

·      A father who drank and beat the piss outa you.

·      Siblings that were idiots and beat the piss outa you.

 

We quickly moved to talking on the telephone…We spoke twice, and on both occasions she seemed articulate. I have to admit that whilst talking on the phone my spidey sense began to tingle a little bit. She was Irish…and hadn’t been in Canada all that long…and she had no trace of an accent…hummmmmm….

 

I decided to put aside foolish thoughts of accents and decided I would ask her out for coffee. Which is code for: I’m interested, but an in person evaluation and interview is required.

 

On the day of our meeting slash interview…due to circumstances which I still don’t fully understand she changed a 1530hrs coffee meeting to a 1930hrs drink. Tingle went my spidey sense…

 

She then texted me to say she was getting dressed…hummmm… spidey sense…

 

I got to our mutually agreed meeting locale a few minutes early, and began to wait…I got a text from her ten minutes after our agreed time to say that she would be 10 minutes longer…argh… Tingle… Tingle…

 

Anyway…thirty minutes later an overweight over dressed overdone…person whom barely resembled the profile pictures arrived. 

First thought…

Run for the hills…

Second thought…

If she hasn’t seen you… Run for the hills…

Third thought…

Next time listen to my fucking spidey sense…

Fourth thought…

Is that the new BMW X6 M-Class coming down the street behind Godzilla….

Nice…

Too bad she’s blocking my view of that nice car…

Forget the shiny new car…It’s not hers…RUN…

 

The split second of indecision and admiring that nice new shiny car were my downfall…She saw me…

OK…Breath…

I figured I would try to make the best of it…

 

She came over and gave me a huge hug and kiss on the cheek…

And then proceeded to ask where I was going to take her out for dinner. WTF!!!

We had gone from afternoon coffee to dinner…Wow…I’m a sucker!

 

In order to simplify things, I decided to take her to a restaurant that I have frequented often. We sat on the patio and it was then that I noticed all the inquisitive stares…

Now…

I’m used to having people stare at me when I’m with a woman. But it’s usually because people are suspicious and/or wondering why is SHE with HIM. The apologetic, pity filled eyes were a validation that this time the tables were most definitely turned. Argh…where is my cloak of invisibility…

 

I ordered a coffee and an off menu tasting platter to share…

She ordered a pitcher of sangria…

I explained to her that I don’t drink and wouldn’t be able to help her with the pitcher. She countered with…Oh…did you want some? OMG…I’m an idiot!

 

Our drinks arrived quickly which was appreciated, the silence between us was quickly becoming overwhelming… I found that I was distracting myself by focusing my thoughts and trying to make my companions head explode. For a second there I thought that I had been successful, her eyes widened and her overly painted lips curled into a grimace that only Dr. Seuss could have imagined…but regrettably she was just excited to see a dog walking down the street.

 

When the food arrived she let out a high pitch squeak of excitement…The waitress was quite specific about clearing a space between us in order to facilitate the sharing of the enticing amuse-bouche. My cohort wasn’t as convinced that sharing was the best plan of action. She pulled the platter decisively towards her and proceeded to coral all the items she wanted towards the corner of the plate furthest from me…WTF…did that just happen…

 

So, after consuming a single prawn, a fried oyster and listening to the sounds of her eating, which were akin to a wood-chipper. I decided I would feign a missed call on my phone…and quickly excuse myself.

Please god…if this works I’ll go to mass, or at very least consider walking into a church…

 

Fortunately she was occupied with trying to get the last strawberry at the bottom of her glass after having drunk ALL the sangria. I quickly made my excuses, paid the bill and skipped away into the evening…

 

Soooo…

What did I learn from this…

1.    When a woman says she’s average size…She’s not comparing herself to other woman. She is saying she’s HER average size.

2.    Words like honesty and integrity are not fixed or static constants of the universe. They are like the limbs of a tree. Seemingly rigid, but in reality they shift and sway at the whim of the slightest breeze.

3.    Listen to my spidey sense.

4.    Plan a better escape strategy…Cuz not everyone will get drunk on the first date…

The Plight of Dressing a "Full Size" human...

OK…so here’s my problem.

I’m a full size human. I have a 48” chest, 17” arms, a size 34/35 waist and I’m not that tall 5’-10” (1778 mm). A true Mesomorph except for being short and stocky.

So how does a guy my size dress…

For the longest time (most of my adult life 20+ years) I’ve hidden my size away with baggy clothes. On occasion I would get brave enough to dawn tight-ish tee’s and slender-ish pants…

But here’s the kicker…I’m not a kid. And I have a hard time with some of the youth driven fashion trends.

So what’s a guy supposed to do?

I’ll tell you what…

Ask a woman to go shopping with you.

It will be inspiring…

But here are some pointers:

·      Be patient. Women are all about developing a look. It’s morphic and will grow and evolve as you try things on.

·      Give yourself time. Women will go back and fourth to the same stores because…well because they insist on DRFT (Doing It Right The First Time). I ‘ll get back to this cuz there is an escape clause in here for woman which I think is humorous.

·      Give yourself more time. Don’t forget to give yourself time for food. But don’t eat too much cuz it will just slow you down.

·      Have lots of change. Parking Meters (do I need to say more)

·      Keep an open mind. If this is someone you trust. And I’m sure it is…Go with it. Have fun with it… The last thing she is going to want to do is dress you like a clown and then hang out with you.

·      Listen…She will inadvertently dole out information. Things “women” are looking for. This is VERY important… It’s like finding the Rosetta stone.

·      Make sure your hygiene is up to par… If you’re lucky your friend will get in the change room with you or at least stand there whilst your dressing yourself…mmmmmmm sexy…LOL

Now back to the DRFT escape clause…

Women will always keep their receipts and never take off the tags until they are 100% satisfied. That means trying things on at different times of the day to account for lighting and body mass changes, and in front of as many mirrors or reflective surfaces as possible…The escape clause goes something like this... "...I had to return it cuz it didn't look right at twilight..." 

Here is the lesson...Keep your receipt and return it if you're not happy. It's ok to return stuff. That's a hard pill to swallow if you're a guy...I know...

But believe me...It's OK...

 

So if nothing else…

Take away this message…

Twice a year, find a female friend and take her shopping.

You’ll love it and look better for it...and she’ll brag to all her friends how she dresses you…

It’s a win/win…

 

 

 

 

 

WTF is Gangster Chic?

OK…

I’m a complicated person…

Fairly intelligent and urbane (no not urban you idiots…Urbane, you know charismatic and worldly)…anyway…where was I…

Oh yes…

I’m a great guy.

I’m also fairly enlightened and emotionally centered. That’s not to say I’m mature or not prone to outbursts…But relative to most others, I think I’m ahead of the curve…

So why am I a relationship pariah?

I’m pretty fit for a man my age. I’m also pretty good looking for a man my age (albeit I’m not handsome in a traditional way, and I don’t really prescribe to any one particular look. One person recently said I evoke Gangster Chic…I thought it was funny…)

I’ve been told that I have nice eyes, I have great hair, I have good hygiene, I can hold a conversation with almost anyone about most things… (Although I always get fission and fusion mixed up…) I love to cook and am athletic enough that I can play most sports.

I’m inquisitive and like to know more than others, because…well…Knowledge is power.  I like to write, and paint but sadly don’t do either well enough to make it a career. I swear too much…and have a penchant for boobies…

When I have it…I’m generous with my money and time. I love to touch and hold hands. I’m creative, artistic and have a wicked sense of humor.

I’m fairly well read, although I’ve never read the Bible, Koran or New York Times from front to back. I’m slightly taller than average. I’m Italian and very comfortable with my sexuality. I’m confident, but still vulnerable and shy at times.

I’m old fashioned, and believe in serendipity. I like to plan and fix things (although I cant remember the last time I got my hands dirty). I like my women to be feminine, and yet… (entitled princesses annoy the shit outa me). I appreciate the differences between male and female bodies. And drink too much coffee…

I drive a nice car and tend to wear labels. I refuse to make those things define me.  And yet I’m always cognizant of people’s perception of me. I like to browse through thrift stores, but rarely buy anything. I’m adventurous with food and will try anything once.

I have great kids, which can only make me look good by association. I’m honest, reliable, romantic, a good kisser and I’ve been told that I’m a pretty good lover.

I need someone to help me out here…

Celluloid Dream(s)

One dark knight…

A hero…

A maiden…

A villain, Maybe Satan…

A clash of titans…

A warrior monk, a faint hearted heavenly hit man…

A chorus of saints…

Angel tears, and demon sneers…

The story unfolds within my minds eye…

A tale of sorrow. Two passing ships…

What does it look like when angles cry?

Mind control…

Guttural groans, snapping bones…

Deathly touch…

Lighting projected from fingertips, laser beams…

The story ends, with no lesson, no message or warning…

I don’t know why…

It just does.

Architectural Masterbation or The Redefinition of Public Space

Here are the basic stats...
The Library Square Project was the largest capital project ever undertaken by the City of Vancouver. The decision to build the project came after a favorable public referendum in November 1990. The City then held a design competition to choose a design for the new building. The design by Moshe Safdie was by far the most radical design and yet was the public favorite. The inclusion of the office tower in the design was required in order to pay for it and as part of a deal with the federal government to obtain the land; the federal government has a long term lease on the high rise office tower portion of the project. Construction began in early 1993 and was completed in 1995.
In addition to its function as the central branch of the city's public library system, the one square block project also includes an attached office high-rise, retail shops, restaurants, and underground public parking.

Now...Let me begin by saying...
I'm a huge fan of Mr. Safdie. There are several projects which he was involved that show great insight, talent, understanding, and imagination. Typically his structures project intelligence and elegance. Take for instance The Class of 1959 Chapel at Harvard University, or the Habitat 67 housing complex. 
Now my problem with Library Square isn't necessarily the obvious reference to the iconic Coliseum in Roma. Nor do i have a problem with alluding to other styles or even plagiarizing the occasional smart detail. What I have a problem with in this particular case is two fold...

• 1) I have a huge problem with the scale and site. The site doesn't allow one to truly appreciate the buildings size. And the scale is too humanistic. It is purely my opinion. But I think an homage to the coliseum should incorporate the reverence and respect that giants walked through those archways. Men for whom death was certain... The new structure now houses giants as well...Giants of intellect and vision.
• 2) My second issue is with the materials and finish...The coliseum is famous for its use, its shape, but also its deconstructed, skeletal remains. What would the world think of a glass and iron Taj Mahal... They would probably think its shit...
  So the fact that our Coliseum is smooth and clean and complete feels like an architectural deception.

As a whole this building has provided Vancouver a utilitarian public venue with a re-interpreted classical backdrop, a beautiful library and an architectural feature worthy of discussion...

C'est La Vie…

I was sitting down with a friend the other day discussing “what if’s” and “why not’s” and we eventually got to the “what would you change” question…

Now…it should be understood that I’ve had the hots for this particular woman for about five years. But because of several circumstances, including my marital status, things never seemed to work out. Also I think it should be noted, that most, if not all of the issues surrounding the failure of our attempts at a relationship were mine.

Soooo…

Here I am looking at and talking to someone I secretly love (maybe not so secretly…I’m not that subtle…LOL) and I’m thinking…”What would I change?”

So initially I go through the physical attributes:

·      I love her eyes…they’re expressive. They change colour a little with her mood, and they get puffy and red when she’s about to cry. They’re piercing and stern, but they sparkle when I make her laugh. They get thin and squinty when she laughs too…which changes the entire appearance of her face. The hard lines of her jaw and chin and cheeks retreat a little and a few curves and bumps from her skins laugh lines take center stage.

·      Her lips…I could say that her upper lip could be fuller. But really in relation to her face and the simple elegance of all her other features…Big puffy lips would stand out and make her look like a clown. (I’m afraid of clowns…LOL)

·      I love the fact that she’s tall. About my height… maybe a hair shorter.

·      Her skin…Pale, translucent, blemish free…Perfect!

·      Her hair…I think it could be about 10% darker in order to accentuate her perfect completion.

·      Shoulders…I think broad for a woman, but they suit her frame and I wouldn’t change a thing.

·      Arms and legs…long, slender and elegant. Her extremities make you believe she could/would excel at just about any sport. Although I know from experience…she’s a little geeky and would just as soon trip over her own feet…LOL

·      Now…the three “B’s”… Boobs, Belly & Bum…

I will be speaking from memory here…It’s been a very long time since I’ve seen any of them up close…LOL

·      Boobs…Beautiful and pale, with incredibly soft areolae.

·      Bum…firm and curvaceous, it seamlessly leads up to a small waist, and down to elegant thighs.

·      Belly…Unlike the other parts of her body…this one seems very intimate to me. I can only say this, without exposing too much about myself… I felt at home, at rest, at peace with my head resting upon her little belly. I could hear the universe whisper to me and her body sighed a lullaby which only heightened my experience…(yea…ok…I’m a bit weird…LOL)

·      Neck…Long…Elegant…I just want to touch it…

·      Hands…thin, and perfect for holding. But they also project strength. I like playing with the veins…LOL

·      Feet…I’m not a feet guy…But they don’t seem too big for her body. So that’s a plus…LOL

Interests:

·      Her experiences and interests are varied enough from mine that they capture and maintain my attention. And we both enjoy 2^nd hand stores…(if you know me you’d think this was completely out of character… As she puts it…”I’m a label guy”…

·      She is also thoroughly immersed in several spiritual programs that teach the way to Love through Forgiveness. I always look forward to our debates.

Personality:

·      This is the only thing that I would consider tampering with. And it’s not necessarily for my benefit. She seems to have a slightly skewed view of woman/femininity. She doesn’t think she’s feminine… Obviously she’s retarded…

So in short I told her she was as close to my perfect woman as possible…

When I asked her what she would change of mine…she said:

Taller

Thinner

Smelled Better

Hummmmmm….

Maybe I should rethink some of my choices and change her to be shorter, to have poorer vision and olfactory senses…LOL

C'est La Vie…

Arthur Erickson | Museum of Anthropology at UBC

Ok...
Its a beautiful building...
But what I don't understand is why the primary architectural focal point alludes to the Double Mortuary Poles (as once erected by the Haida Peoples).
Is the museum meant to evoke a somber remembrance of our countries first inhabitants accomplishments. Are we mourning the passing of their culture?

I've always been more of a wake person myself. I'd much prefer to memorialize the existence and passing of something with a party, than lament their passing with a melancholy monument.